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yeay finally!!

2011-03-30T17:45:00.002+08:00

heee...
finally dpt msuk TNB
since last year have tried and finally dpt..
ALHAMDULILLAH
anyway, kena lbih rajin and berusaha..
sbb byk lg AIM nk kena capai..haiyaaaa...

and the most important one is to kawen..hahaha (yan doakan ak..hahah)

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Reflect..

2010-06-09T14:09:00.005+08:00

Huu..now done with analysis but still can't stop to search for more related journal
But, new task been given and dis Friday kne tnjuk progress
Feel enthusiast to start writing the chapter of Software Engineering Book (I thinkla..)
I dunno y but seem the job feel right for the moment
And hopefully dpt wat master and really looking forward to gain phd. in Singapore (National University of Singapore..really hope to be one of your student..)
BUT, master still tgh cr bhn lg and xapply lg ..

Reflect blk my life after a year of graduation, i was totally GRATEFUL to Allah as now i have achieved my dream....
yeah..ble knang2 blk time last sem mmg TOTAL DRAMA i've been into...but like sum1 told me "Every cloud has a silver lining" and i live with the idiom for the entire year..hope for a better tomorrow, let go the bitter yesterday, so now i'm enjoying my moment...*wink *wink

People said bad and worst things to me..even accused me of something I'm not and somehow like to relate it with *idiotic matter (i dunno but the term seem appropriate)...but like k.e always told me to always remain calm as Patience is a virtue (he seem to be calm in so many ways that i still wonder y..)

Besides, many plan seem to fall apart and sometimes things seem not accordingly to plan..

Furthermore, all decision that seem a right decision for a moment not actually a good decision after all, as always expected

"Life is full of surprises"

No matter how well u plan, how high is ur hope, its always came out different..

And now,
I know Allah with me and if "doa orang teraniaya dimakbulkan Tuhan" I think my prayer seem to be answered...

ALHAMDULILLAH....

I still hoping for a better days to come as i'm halfway to achieve my expectation of life..
Dear k.e...
lambat lg r kte kwen..huuu..
Tgu i dpt my phd dlu r..bleh? ;p

p/s:Even IT industry seem to grow in Malaysian's Industry (HSBB etc..), Thanks to our PM commitment to compete with other countries, so the saying."..kteorg xtawla klu bdk comp.science mcm ang nk keje cmner lps abes blajaq nnt.." is totally lame...btw, rezeki Allah luas..

Passionate over WORK..

2010-05-27T05:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, hmmm...working from home
Chronology of totally-bored-Wednesday
8.30 am : Open eyes, wutto do..wutto do..feel asleep
9.00 am : open eyes..snooze..sleep lg..
10 am : Really need to wake up..haloo..xnk g officeke?..

Da bgn, mandi n sume2la ready nk g office but then a wicked thought cross my mind..lpk umah r..Mr. H xmsuk office rni..hahaha
So, keje kt umah..prepared brunch sbb mls nk kluar g bli mkn
pas brunch tbe2 xde mood wat keje..surf tenet smpy pkul 3..
Dear alya, u need to submit ur progress tomorrow..
So, start bce journal sbb kne abeskan 15 journal2 tonite jgk with all the required information jotted down...huhhh...
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Until skrg lps sahur coz nk gnti pose yg xbrganti2 lg...
Bru abes 11 journal utk data collection
mne nk crik lg 4 balance2..ayyooo
Smlm time tgk rakaman RTM Mr.H da pesan...at least buat r lbey 50 journals utk data collection2..mcm sketjer..
yeah..mmg necessary required more than 50 but compared time degree yg mkn sethn (Cmpur proposal dgn fyp), time2 ak buat dlm 20 referenceje..2pn byk bkn d approve
Jd liat utk bce2 buatkan ak mls nk crik journal related dgn issue SPM sbb nmpk mcm infinity jer pencariannya,,adei..

But,
I must do my best cuz this is the way i should train myself if nk wat master research at most for 2 years (besarkn cite2)..topic da berlegar2 di kepala tp nk cr bhn2 xsmpt2 sbb trikat dgn kerja..adei lg..

Dear member2 ak (especially tuju dkt Yan)
bg sket idea2 cne ko wat dissertation..
ak da plan nk mek research but ak xmek master ag, prepared bhn research dlu so ley abes cpt

Siyes brserabut kpala otak skrg (tp tgn duk menari tas keyboard bebelog uish...), spiderweb da fill in abes ruang otak nie..adei lg2..

End.

Start over again..huu..

2010-05-21T11:58:00.004+08:00

Yan
Ak tlis blognie blk bcuz ko suruh..huu..

Actually, after graduated from Uitm last year, a lot of things happened:
so, i shortlist je la dlm point-form..hee

msuk Kolej TESDEC, mek Network Security Professional Certificate (INSEP Programme)
Go for on job training under INSEP at Hatching Technology Sdn. Bhd (located at Ampang Park but skrg da pindah kot)
Got offered by Tuition Solution Technologies, Hatching Technology Sdn. Bhd (continue to work) and Exxonmobil Business Support Centre Malaysia - decision : of coursela Exxon..hee
Boring keje helpdesk dkt Exxonmobil ( quite frustated because unable to fit in with shift time, sedih coz totally love the working environment)
Got interview dkt TNB (ETP) but failed the 1st phase of interview (sob..sob..)
become a successful unemployed for 2 months
Got job offer dkt Lintramax Sdn. Bhd., Creative Tomato Design and Technology Kitchen Sdn. Bhd (love the office deco!!), and University of Malaya - eventhough salary xbykpn i decided to work at University of Malaya for the time being (bleh sambung master and phd org sponsor + i totally feel suitable with the job task for the time being)

so, thats all happened to me within a year after graduation

p/s:Yan suggh active kmu berblog..byk suggup intipati idop ko...hak2

My LiFe...

2009-06-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah...
at last i finally (not officially until graduation day) finish my study...
but at the age of 22 i gain a lot of experiences that have taught life is not always be perfect
i know some people may do everything they could to make others life in misery...
but never thought it could be that MEAN...
but "Allah sentiasa memakbulkan doa orang yang teraniaya" that what my mother always reminds me..
and that become the strength for me to pursue on everything that I'm doing
yeah..i'm not that good or noble and i do make mistakes like others
but i'm not that bad either that can "kill other from within", "manipulate" ,"accuser" and etc
i'm just a normal girl that believes in her dream and will try anything she could to gain a degree
even to lose friends as no matter what every good things will cost something..
but even a small matter can become a grudge to other..
but how strong, powerful and influential one could be...just believe...
there is a power which are the most strongest, most powerful and most effective to a human being
it's Allah's Power
and aku berserah pada-Mu Ya Allah..

dA aBeS!!! + pRaIsE to..

2009-05-14T16:43:00.014+08:00

AT LAST! Praise to Almighty as all of hard work have come to end... after finish present my FYP (devoted most of my time to accomplish it) at 12 May 2009, the examiner feel unsatisfied with the report (she gives me 'c' only after read my report)

and after demo my courseware, she said i supposed to put all the evidence i made in the project, append it in report. well, i didn't append anything bcuz i'm afraid that the examiner will put higher expectation to my project and will frustated seeing the result. Btw, i was attracted to the comment given by the last SIG for my project during the presentation..

" awak buat projek nie dpt pahala sebab awak tolong orang taw"

well, the content did contributed to Islamic Education Area and I was pleased to be given an opportunity to do the project. Later, after finishing the demonstration, i been given a chance to redo my report and recheck on everything with my beloved supervisor (Thanks for everything Pn.Norasiah, jasa Pn. akan dikenang sampai ble2!) and after "berhempas-pulas" finishing it for only a day, i manage to recheck again with my supervisor and she wanted me to do several correction(really sorry for all the trouble Pn..) and i make appointment with the examiner (even though it will not effect anything but still worth the trouble..) she recheck and i think she is satisfied.. she just want the final report (hardcover) to be sent to her later (28 MAY 2009) .. if i listed to do the hardcover la... anyway at last, all seem to end and i really hopeful that i will not extend (REALLY2 HOPE).. Really Thankful to guidance and help given by dedicated & loving supervisor (Pn.Norasiah Mohammad) and also to all the comments and suggestion given by examiner (Pn.Marina), SIG (Pn. Haslizatul Fairuz and Pn.Fazilah Ismail) and i really appreciated it. Not forgetting the other intrested people that do come and visit my booth during the presentation (Juniors, friends and Lecturers)
Congratulate also to all the clasm8 presenting their FYP on 12 and 13 May 2009 ( you guys have done the wonderful job and been bunch of dedicated students i've ever seen)
Millions of thanks dedicated to coordinator (Dr.Salwa and Dr.Nasiroh) for their commitment in ensuring all of the students really do all the best they could for FYP..
And of course to my beloved family (for supporting me~money, advise, etc) + friends + mY NiCe & hAnDsOmE bF (because manage to help me with testing and report...)

~~I REALLY2 APPRECIATE FOR ALL OF CONTRIBUTION & SUPPORT GIVEN BY YOU ALL~~

>>>>>> HAHAHA MCM AKNOWLEDGEMENT LAK BUT REALLY ,THIS COMES TRULY FROM MY <<<<<<

and now looking forward for practical training under TESDEC (terpkse tolk 3P) + proses angkut brg blk ganu..TERENGGANU here i comes..

P/S: dengar citer hrnie (14 May 2009) examiner,SIG, coordinator dgn supervisor meeting utk tentukan marks student..TAKOTNYER!

tHeRe GoEs tHe LaSt OnE...

2009-05-08T19:04:00.009+08:00

at approximately 4.5++ pm on 8th May 2009, at bus stand FSKM iz said "td last paper kte jwb utk 3 thn nie.." n ak jwb blk... "x..ak every week de tes 3P nnt.." there's goes my life again..never ending routine as student but when i'm old (mcm muda sgt skang) i'll remember all the memories...(some sweet n some...) but officially today was last paper (written) and the real major exam that decide either i will finish my degree in 3years or 3 years++(hopefully...really2 hopeful that i'll get through dis one) -FYP- final year project..final year problem..final year pre-cautious (maybe i'll face bigger challenge in the upcoming years) TaKoTnYeR... some say as student of Bach. of CS to do multimedia project is quite simple + easy to fail but that was my strenght (i guess..) i'm not good at programming and once hate my bach.degree because of programming subject but what people say is what they thought and i can't blame them.. after testing, still many correction to be done before 12.05.09 i don't know if it possible but i'll try the best that i can to face any circumstances that will happen.. and as the final year student of CS230 i'm grateful to been with wonderful people around me now, i realized that everything happened for a reason.. why this course (CS230) have choose me to be part of it.. because of this course i get to know a lot of people that i'll remember for my entire life.. its sad after this we're going apart taking different path but hopefully the best to all CS230 especially for presenting FYP on 12.05 and 13.05 and this the quote of the day

Success is the good fortune that comes from aspiration, desperation, perspiration and inspiration.
Evan Esar

best of luck to all!!!

SyUkUr SgT!!!

2009-05-04T02:34:00.006+08:00

tonight(act morning, its pass midnite alredy)...
finally success publish my project..
now i must distribute to my target user (bru sibuk2 nk testing)
act d main prob yg xley nk publish bcuz vb6 yg i used was a working model edition
to make it publish i must use the ent. edition
after dowlod dkt p2p, finally able to use it but still can't dunlod msdn lib..
dats y klu nk d software can functn properly, must buy the original (no piracy)
but stil use p2p can't be considered have violate intellectual property (correct me if i'm wrong)..
di sbbkn terover xcited dpt publish my 1st huge application (kononnye..), i tend not to study for my last 2 paper..(envy to other that alredy finish..)
and btw, my class have organized bbq 2moro ("A Moment to Remember")
looking forwd for it..
and as a reminder to myself..
STUDYLA CIK ALYA Oiii!!!! XSEDAR DIRIKE AI DGAN PHILOSOPHY XSENTUH LGSG LG

ALHAMDULILLAH...

2009-05-02T02:04:00.001+08:00

everything was finish but still don't do the testing because not converting the project to exe.
heh..b'cuz still lepaking and relaxing (gap exam sgtla jauh..) also bored as spending too much time done nothing...
hopeful to do the best that i could for my final sem here (HOPEFUL !!)..

report 1st submission (DONE)
brochure (DONE)
poster (in progress)
courseware (still vbp. + not done testing yet)

to all my fwens (clsm8 esp) all the best of luck for finals + FYP (keep doing everything you could!!)

and to

best of luck to you for your last paper (3 rd May) and hopeful if we can spend a lot of time together (unfortunately we can't)..alrite then..pai2..

p/s: keep listening to The Verve (Lucky man)

SINGLE OR COUPLE??

2009-04-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

today ak minx break again from my bf... i dunno wats wrong wif me tp everytym when i feel a lil bit distress i tend to ask for a break-up... i know i might regret my decision someday( when my bf agree to break up..) but its quite a few time i asked for breakup and i think man's ego have certain limit... mayb our 3 years relationship will be nothing with just 2 words.. but i hope i'm ready to face any circumstances... its better to be single sometimes (because you feels free and all u have 2 do is to think about urself) and when ur feel alone and need shoulders to cry on, thats when you think("should i've bf?").. anyway family can replace that sort of thinking...

i love you but i love myself more

(adapted from Sexs and the City Movie) thats what in my mind now...i love my bf but i love myself more... its sound selfish but if i tend to love my bf more i might get hurt... hurt is pain and i'm afraid it may left scars... i love him but thats all... i'm having a test 2moro but stil i'm writing dis... dats all...pen off..

miss my cat(bler tensen pgg kucng hilang tensyen)...hmmm

In the State of Boredom..

2009-03-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

2 yg 1st in mind...nothing to do...smlm download books from nicholas sparks..but xde htipn nk baca..tp abes klas ingat nk tinjau2 Breaking Dawn tp alih2 bkak facebook duk nengok comment2 org...hmm..everything should be according to plan but it goes other way lak...nex wek ader quiz n present progress FYP...
FYP(ngeluh pnjg..........)
ntah bler r hati ngan tangan nk tergerak perabes FYP..jeles lak nengok org da ciap(klaula cm dyorg...)tp ak ttp ak dgn kemlsan tahap dewa..las week xbrenti download movies, novels...minggunie dowload yahoo games..berejam main game smpy lpe nk mkn(ttp badan ttp maintain cm2 gak..)
mcm org 2e lak duk ngeluh...k la smbg men game...eh..eh clap nengok FYP lak(hopefully..)

Make use of time, let not advantage slip.
William Shakespeare

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pen off...

inspirational quote

2009-03-01T03:41:00.000+08:00

i remember william shakepeare's quote through one of his greatest masterpiece, Macbeth "Mend your speech, Lest it may mar your fortunes"...

we never thought how what we going to say and how those words that we might says will eventually effects others..and in the end effect us too..

but what we should do is to mend every word that come out from our mouth in order to ensure only the best of luck remain with us..

however, human tend to let anger dominate themself and tend to says something without pure thinking..

some of human tend to manipulate stories, gaining sympathize form others...

some of human is trying to stay calm and remain silence..

what are human we are and what we're going to be..

every strings of words come out from our mouth is the one that reflect us in the eyes of others who listen..

let them listen carefully what we've said and think carefully before let them hear what we're going to said..

don't underestimate others as they tend to remain silence rather then speak..

they should be honoured for thinking before saying...

such Malay proverb have come out with this since centuries ago

"kerana mulut badan binasa"

"terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata...."

think twice b4 saying anything..